I Hate You

I hate you because you hurt me
I hate you because you broke my fucking heart
I hate you because without you I hate everything
I hate you because I love you
I hate you because I miss you
I hate you because without you I don't want anything
I hate you because I don't know why you did this to me
I hate you because I don't understand how you could do this to us
I hate you because I believed you when you told me you loved me
I hate you because you don't call
I hate you because I am afraid you moved on
I hate you because I thought you were the one 
I hate you because I forgave you twice before
And I hate you because even though I shouldn't- I forgive you
And I hate you because I can't tell you how much I hate you - because I love you.